How about an example of what you’re looking for coming from your own life?

Um. . .Today I bought Bunnygrunts "Action Pants" and Yo La Tengo’s "I Can Hear the Heart Beating as One." When I brought the two to the counter I said:

"I am so begging to get my ass kicked."

weekends are not defined when you work at a 24 hour establishment. I had three days off last week and a frined visiting from philly. I hopped a ride to philly, a bit lifted, got there, returned thanks to gravity, realized my position, paniced, caught a phillies game, jumped on the subway, paid for a sixty cent paper with a quarter, silver dollar and a dime, through bars on a change over no less, caught the amtrak to pittsburgh, oh forgot to mention the philly cheese steak, Pat’s is heaven, gin in the club car, home on a train, why’d you send my monkey on the train, the day that you arrived my sleeping money did revive, but you sent him home on a train…

back in pittsburgh. First shift back, a fast paced suit flies into the store throws a sliver dollar and a quarter down on the counter for a paper

oh yeah, and another subway story from yesterday, I mean, a subway station has been closed because of it… so it might also belong here…

On my way back home from work yesterday, I realized that all bus lines were cancelled and all streets around the office buildings were blocked, no cars anywhere. Far away I saw a lot of police cars, but no-one in sight to ask what’s up. so I walked towards the subway station which is ca. 1 km away. it was nice sunny weather, so I was still in good spirits. several groups of alternatively looking young folks came towards me, and it was kind of spooky. It reminded me of a novel by Doris Lessing, where crowds of bohemians completely take over the streets.

When I turned into another street, I walked past a row of policemen- and women, who blocked the street, standing side by side. no cars were on the streets, and apart of some alternative folks here and there, the street was completely empty. I realized that there must be some demonstration for or against something somewhere down the road.
When I came to the underground I just saw that the station was closed. the trains were going, but didn’t stop at that station because of the demonstration. I asked the subway official, who has closed the station right before my nose, how long it would possibly take, or where I could go. he said he didn’t know how long it would take, and directed me how to walk to the next station.

on the way to that station, 3 alternatively looking guys asked me if there was police where I came from, and I told them, yes, that there was lots and lots of police ahead, who blocked all streets around the demonstration. I mean, I still didn’t know, for or against what it was, and these few young alternative folks didn’t look aggressive enough to justify that big number of militarily looking policemen

So I asked a couple who was also on their way to the next underground station, and they said it was a neonazi-demonstration. oh, ok. with antifascistic counter-demontrants. that could escalate.
embarassing it is, to have neonazis in town, who really manage to organize a big demonstration like that. the antifascists are working hard on not to let them, but still.
Well, like Voltaire said, I would give my arm in the name of free speech, even for my biggest enemy… but I hate it, how they use democratic institutions for promoting their thoughts, being fully anti-democratic themselves

I mean, there is not a big number of neonazis here in town, basically they live in some poor outskirts around the city. but in eastern germany they’re numerous and that’s what scares me more.

Neo means modern day,as in 2004 nazis instead of WWII nazis